the only way out is up

09.30.98-03.11.09

no bc how do I explain that I like how my situationship called me 4 times within 20 minutes while I was on the phone w my ex

I know I’ll pay for it & he’ll be upset & maybe he’s protective & that’s okay

oh yeah of course my ex would call me tonight

and of course I would talk to him

and of course he would tell me he’s been dreaming of me

and of course he sounds like he hasn’t moved on

…….and of course the guy I’m sleeping with calls me 4x while on the phone with my ex

and of course I just had a dream I was with him again

can somebody please kill me?

hey universe,

it’s not funny that at 11:11 he messages me back

at the same moment I go to ask him if he wants to know a fun fact

that consists of me telling him that I sing to myself for comfort, self soothing

when the song that made me think of it, was a band he was just introduced before I could do it myself

………it’s not funny what are you doing

you’re ordering doordash multiple times a day while I’m literally struggling to have an appetite 💀 glad you’re ok ya prick